When you die, your life flashes... 人死后会蜕变发光
and you disintegrate, radiating energy. 散发出能量
When a thing turns into its opposite, 凡事皆有极端
when love becomes hate... 由爱生恨
there are always sparks. 会擦出火花
But when life turns into death... 当生命幻灭
it's explosive. 却会爆炸
There are streaks of light... 射出万丈光芒
magical and electrifying. 神奇且刺激
Everyone senses something, some energy, 每个人只能感受某种能量
some spirit, 某种精神
some sort of illumination. 某种光亮
But I see it. 而我却能看到
I've seen bodies shining like stars. 我看到闪亮如明星般的尸身
Some say there's no soul. No afterlife. 有人说世上没有灵魂的轮回
But life, like death, is the straightest line on the compass. 生死是圆规最笔直的那条线
And nothing more. 仅此而已
I say believe what you want. 随便你相信什么
Because no matter what you do, 无论你做什么
cut everything up, burn it all down... 当生命火花燃烧殆尽后
you're in the path of something beyond your control. 一切便不再受你的控制
特别的吻给特别的你
I've always been fascinated by death. 我对死亡一向很着迷
The feel of it, the smell of it... 死亡的感觉 死亡的味道
and the stillness. 和死亡的寂静
I shroud the body. Shroud the body. 我裹住尸体 裹住尸体
Shroud little sparrow with broken wing. 我裹住折翼的小麻雀
I lower the body. Lower the body. Lower the body. 我放下尸体 放下尸体 放下尸体
I enter the night. Enter the night. Enter the night. 我进入黑夜 进入黑夜 进入黑夜
The anointment. 圣涂行义
Hi! 嗨
Come on, guys, two minutes in the closet. 大伙 咱们进厕所
Carol was my first real friend. 凯萝是我第一个朋友
She said she could see in the dark... 她说她能看见黑暗
and talk to spirits and ghosts. 和鬼魂通灵
Puss-puss, what you got? 猫咪 你在咬什么
It's a mouse. 是只老鼠
Sandra. 珊卓
Let's bury him. 咱们安葬它
Okay. 好的
Carry the body. Carry the body. Carry the body. 移尸 移尸 移尸
We carry the body. 我们来移尸
Let's bow our heads in prayer. 让我们低头祷告
All right. 好的
For what we are about to receive, 感谢主
may the Lord make us truly thankful. 让我们懂得感恩
Amen. 阿门
That's grace. 那是饭前祷告词
It's religious, that's all that matters. Come on. 足够神圣 这才重要 来吧
You're leaving already? 你要走了吗
Yeah. 对
Okay. 好吧
All summer long, we'd find dead animals... 那年暑假我们一找到动物尸体
shroud their bodies, chant, and bury them. All by daylight. 白天就为它们覆尸 埋尸
After dark, I'd go back 天黑以后 我会回去
and give them a proper burial. 再为它们举行正式葬礼
It's a chipmunk. 花栗鼠
What's that? 那是什么
Baby chipmunks. 花栗鼠宝宝
They're dead. 全都死了
What'll we do with them? 我们该怎么办
We'll have a special ceremony. 举行特别的葬礼
And please, dear God, who art in heaven... 天上的主
take care of the chipmunks. 请您眷顾花栗鼠
In power and in glory, thy kingdom come. Amen. 当您荣耀的国度降临 阿门
What are you doing? 你在干什么
What does it look like? Come on! 你说呢 来呀
Oh, no, I hurt it. 我弄伤它了
I must have squeezed it too hard. 我一定抓得太紧
Carol. 凯萝
Carol! 凯萝
Oh, boy. 噢 我的天
Mom said Carol's mother had phoned and was very upset. 妈妈说 凯萝的母亲很气愤
She said I had made her do some sort of witchcraft dance out there. 她打电话投诉 说我逼她女儿跳巫术舞蹈
Mom told me to stay away from Carol. 妈妈要我离凯萝远点
She said I was a lady now. 她说我已经成为女人了
I never played with Carol again. 我再也没有和凯萝一起玩过
And for the first time I saw myself the way others might. 我第一次以旁人的眼光看我自己
I would like you all to pay attention to the technique. 你们要注意我的技巧
We start the incision from the abdomen, up. 从腹部往上
Sandra Larson? Do you have a problem with this? 珊卓·拉森 你怕吗
No. 不怕
It's dead. Doesn't feel a thing. 它死了 没有感觉
Now we continue the process by exposing major organs. 我们继续剖开主要器官
As you can see, the heart is protected by the rib cage. 你们可以看到肋骨保护着心脏
Cutting into the body seemed dangerous and destructive. 解剖尸体充满危险和毁灭性
But I had to get inside... 可是我必须得深入其中
see the order... 一窥究竟
understand the perfection. 了解生命完美的结构
Larson's Flowers. 拉森花店
Yeah, gladiolas are no problem. 好 剑兰 没问题
We can deliver by 2:00. 两点钟前送到
All right. 好的
Sandra. 珊卓
拉 森 花 店
The Valley Forge... 镶铁棺木
and of course, the Monaco. 摩纳哥式
No, that can't be right. 不 不可能的
God damn it. 该死
Mr. Wallis? Hi. 华先生 嗨
Is it that time already? 时候到了吗
Quick, follow me. 快点 跟我来
Anywhere is fine. 随便放
The family is going to rearrange them all anyway. 丧家会重新整理
That's good. 很好
Now if you'll excuse me, I have some work to do. 恕我失陪 我很忙
I'd like to work here. 我想在这儿工作
Pardon? 什么
I need a job. I overheard you talking with Dad. 我需要工作 我听到了你和我爸的谈话
I'm really sorry about your assistant. 我为你的助理感到遗憾
Well, Sandra... 珊卓
The flower shop was just to help out. 我只是在花店帮忙
I have my chauffeur's license. 我有司机执照
Oh, I see. 是吗
What do you know about funerals? 你对入殓了解多少
What is there to know? 有什么窍门吗
And here we have the office, the showroom... 这是办公室 展示厅
three slumber rooms for viewing. 三间供瞻仰遗容的灵堂
Three? 三间
Oh, yes. Remember that bus wreck last summer? 记得去年的巴士车祸吗
It was crazy. But we managed to squeeze them all in. 一团乱 不过还是把人全都挤进来了
And this is where it all happens. 就是在这儿处理尸体
Once we've worked our magic, you'd think they were sleeping. 巧手一挥 他们就像是睡着似的
Comfortable repose, that's what we're trying to achieve. 安祥遗容 这是我们的要求
Now... 嗯
which one was it? 用哪个呢
Yes. You can use this one. 你用这个好了
What should I wear? 我该穿什么
A simple dress with flats will do. 简单朴素的裙装就行了
Oh, and one more thing. 对了
Don't wear black. It's too depressing. 别穿黑色 太令人沮丧
Okay. 好
Jan! Come and meet Sandy Larson. 杨 来见见珊卓·拉森
She's taking over where Tony left off. 你的新同事
She is Tony's replacement, so to speak. 她来接替东尼的工作
Sandra Larson 我是珊卓·拉森
Hands like the Virgin. 圣母般的手
He's Catholic. 他是天主教徒
I did the things I did to find the edge... 我是为了追寻极限
feel the end beginning. 同时感受死亡和生命
Any thought you act on... 随心所欲后
pushes you further out. 就欲罢不能
华 氏 殡 仪 馆
After you bring in all the flowers, you can empty the ashtrays. 把花收进来就清理烟灰缸
If you need a vacuum, there's always one in the closet. 衣橱里有吸尘器
All right. 好的
Mr. Wallis, 华先生
- is there-- - Yes. - 这就是吗 - 没错
Do you know who? 你知道是谁吗
Tony. Died on the job... 东尼 鞠躬尽瘁
buried on the job. 在此安葬
- Should I-- - Right. - 我来吗 - 对
The parents will be here in half an hour. Better open him up. 父母半小时后到 快打开吧
He was a good boy. 他是个好孩子
Handsome. 很英俊
He was. Very handsome. 是的 很英俊
You're so cold. 你好冰冷
That's okay. 没关系
''And he that was dead came forth... 他死里逃生后走向前
''bound hand and foot with graveclothes: 手脚被布缠住
''and his face was bound about with a napkin. 脸也被蒙起来
''Jesus saith unto them, 'Loose him, and let him go.''' 耶稣对他们说 放开他
Crossing over was glorious and overwhelming. 超越生死线既过瘾又吓人
It was absolutely addictive. 绝对令人上瘾
Mr. Wallis? 华先生
I want to study embalming. 我想学习如何保存尸体
I want to study the art. 我想学习个中技巧
Why? 为什么
It's unique. 它很独特
Yes, it is, Sandra. 是的
It is a profession apart from all others. 这行业的确与众不同
I really think I'd be good at it. 我觉得我会很在行
Welcome to embalming. 欢迎学习尸体防腐法
Now, if rigor mortis has begun... 要是尸体开始僵硬
then all these muscles need to be broken up. 就必须把肌肉全部打松
Because after a while, they really don't listen. 因为过一段时间就不听使唤
That's more comfortable. 这样比较舒服
You have to pack up all these holes. 你得塞住所有的洞
Otherwise, we'll have a real mess on our hands. 否则就会一团糟
There. 这样
What's that? 那是什么
It's something to make him smile. 让他微笑的东西
That's a lot easier, 比缝起来容易
and a lot faster, than sewing the lips together. 也快多了
These little gems hold the eyes shut. 这些小玩意让他紧闭双眼
Next, we raise the vessels. 接下来 就找血管
Always remember: 你要记住
jugular is for draining... 头静脉排血
and the carotid, for injecting. 头动脉用来注射
One goes in... 一条管子进
and one comes out. 一条管子出
Sometimes they get clots. 有时会有血块
And sometimes you have to cut into a few more places. 有时还得把它们切开
But our patient should be a piece of cake. 这个病人应该没问题
Came straight from the hospital. 直接从医院送来
They were probably thinning his blood to start with. 失血很多
A trocar. Many see it as the embalmer's sword. 套管针 这是我们的宝剑
And this is what you call cavity aspiration... 这就是所谓的抽腔
where we suck out all the goo, 抽出粪便
and we replace it with more magic elixir. 塞入防腐剂
That way our young friend won't bloat up like a pig. 这样他才不会胀得像头猪公
Wait! 等等
What? 怎么了
Doesn't it.... 那样不会
No, he's dead. 不会 他死了
You get used to the smell. 你得习惯这股味道
All done. 好了
That's it? 就这样
All you do is hose him down, dress him up, 把他冲洗干净 穿衣服
and apply a little makeup. 然后上点妆
Jan is gone for the day. 杨今天不在
Would you mind giving the floor a quick mop? 请你擦地板
And the front door locks behind you. 顺手关上大门
You didn't faint. That's always a good sign. 你没昏倒 这是好现象
It's okay. 好了
Don't worry. 别但心
Jan? 杨
I'm polishing. 我在擦棺木
She's beautiful. 她好美
A real Madonna. 就像圣母一样
Not like today, all skin and bone. 不像现在的女人 全是皮包骨
In the '40s they were all Madonnas. 四十年代的女人都像圣母
So womanly, so feminine. 充满女性的光辉
Mr. Wallis calls them ''patients.'' 华先生说他们是病人
Don't let him fool you. He's weak, like everyone else. 别被他骗了 他也一样低俗
All I hear is his dirty jokes. 他老是说黄色笑话
He has no respect. 一点都不尊重他们
Mr. Wallis is a troubled man. 华先生心理有问题
What do you mean? 什么意思
He likes the boys. 他爱搞男孩尸体
I caught him once. 我逮到他一次
I asked him why. 我问他原因
He said, ''What does it matter? 他说 有关系吗
''It's all dead flesh. They can't feel anything.'' 他们死了 没有感觉
What do you think? 你觉得呢
I think they can. 我认为他们有感觉
It was like diving into a lake. 就像是跳进湖里
sudden cold, then silence. 遽然的冰冷 然后寂静
Their bodies floated... 尸身浮在水面
solemn and shimmering. 庄严且明亮
I watched their lives flow out... 我看着他们的生命逝去
who they were, what they had done. 想象他们在世时的经历
My hands burned like I was touching dry ice. 我的手好像被干冰灼伤
And all I could see... 我唯一能看见的
was the light. 只有那束光
I looked right into it. 我直视着亮光
College. I learned everything I could... 我在大学用功学习
the proper procedures, techniques, and applications. 正确的程序和技巧
I was completely absorbed. 我完全专注在其中
...and the fluid pressure from the body. 注意尸体的液压
Be aware of the temperature.... 还有体温
The trocar. 套管针
Oh, God. 天呐
Cool! 酷
Primary postmortem? 初级验尸学
Yep. 对
Why? 为什么看它
I like the pictures. 我喜欢这些照片
Well, there's a newer edition out in the bookstore. 书店有最新的版本
Higher resolution photographs. 照片的画质更好
Are you a pathology student? 你是病理学学生吗
I've never seen you around before. 我没见过你
I work in a funeral home. I'm studying embalming. 我在殡仪馆工作 在学防腐法
Really? 真的吗
You know that's really the only way to know a corpse. 那是了解尸体最好的方法
Don't you think? 对不对
I don't know. 我不知道
Sure you do. 你当然知道
I mean, you see it all. 你什么都能看到
Don't you? 对吧
Where are you going? 你去哪儿
Home. 回家
I couldn't stop thinking about what he'd said. 我一直在想他说的话
It was like he knew, 他好像知道我的秘密
like he saw right through me. 好像他已经把我看透
Coffee, please. 咖啡
Thank you. 谢谢你
- Hi. - Hi. - 嗨 - 嗨
Sit.... 坐
Matt. 麦特
Sandra. 珊卓
I have something for you. 我有样东西要给你
Fifth edition. 第五版
It's mine. I'm a med student. 我的 我是医学院学生
What year? 几年级
Actually, I'm not in med school right now. 其实 我现在没上学
I'm, you know, taking some time off. 我正在休息
So, how is it working at the funeral home? 在殡仪馆工作如何
It's a full-time job. 那是份全职工作
Why would you want to be an embalmer? 你为什么想做一名入殓师呢
Because of the bodies. 因为那些尸体
What do you mean? 怎么说
I make love to them. 我跟他们做爱
Really? 真的吗
Yeah, dead bodies. 对 死尸
You don't believe me, do you? 你不信 对吧
I believe you. 我相信
I've never told that to anyone. 我从没和人说过
Men or women? 男人还是女人
Men. Young men. 男人 年轻人
- Fresh corpses? - Yes. - 新鲜的死尸 - 对
Do you climb on top of them? 你爬到他们身上吗
- Yeah. - And then.... - 对 - 然后
Blood? 有血吗
Yeah, it's essential. 当然 那是一定的
You know, when you think about it, sperm propagates life... 老实说 精子创造生命
but blood sustains it. 血液维持生命
Blood is primary. 血才重要
Yes. 对
This is where I live. 我住这儿
You want to come in? 你想进来吗
- Maybe another-- - Maybe another time. - 也许改 - 改天吧
Okay. 好吧
- Goodnight. - Goodnight. - 晚安 - 晚安
Oh, your bag. 你的背包
Okay. Thanks. See you. 谢了 再见
Bye. 再见
I live in the basement. 我住在地下室
Hi! 嗨
No. 打不开
Go around the front and down the steps and I'll let you in. 绕到前面 我帮你开门
- Okay. - Okay. - 好的 - 好的
The biographies of my life. 我一生的自传
One day I'll clean up around here. 有一天我会整理的
No, I like it. 不 我喜欢这样
Yeah? 真的吗
She looks like you. 她很像你
You think so? 你这样认为吗
Absolutely. 当然
Those are sample bottles, from the school. 那些是学校拿来的样本
- Do you want to dance? - No. - 你想跳舞吗 - 不
I'm just not very good at it. 我跳的不好
Okay. 好吧
- Sorry. - That's okay. - 抱歉 - 没关系
Do you want a drink? 喝杯酒吗
No. Thanks. 不 谢了
I've never done this before. 我从没做过
That's okay. 没关系
It's all right. 不要紧
Just lie back. 只要躺下来
Just lie still. 躺着别动
That night I knew I couldn't give it up. 那晚之后 我知道我无法放弃
And I didn't think I would ever have to. 我也不必放弃
Why do you need to know all the details? 你为什么要知道全部细节
I'm just curious, that's all. Anyone would be. 我只是好奇 每个人都会
That's the only reason? 这是唯一的理由吗
No. 不是
I've never met anyone like you before. 我从没见过你这种人
You're totally different. 你完全与众不同
Like an experiment? 像个实验品吗
No, you're compelling. 不 你很有吸引力
You're complex... 你的个性
you're complicated, you're dynamic.... 既复杂又独特
You know? 你知道吗
I like you, Sandra. 我很喜欢你
I want to show you something. 我给你看样东西
I spent a lot of time here. 我常来这地方
This is where I lost CaroI. 我在这里失去凯萝
What happened to her? 她怎么了
I don't know. Married somewhere. 不知道 结婚了吧
I don't believe in marriage. 我不相信婚姻
Come on. 少来
Think about it. Sex would get pretty stale. 想想看 性生活会很枯燥
And how would you know? 你怎么知道
I don't want to know. 我不想知道
It's all one way. 性尸都是单方面的
That's not true. 不对
They can't even feel anything. 他们没有感觉
Yes, they can. 他们有
I think you're drafting personalities onto the corpses. 你只是想象他们拥有个性而已
Then I guess I have a pretty big imagination... 那我的想象力一定很丰富
'cause I've never met two the same. 因为我从未见过相同的尸体
You could have a pretty big imagination. 你的想象力的确很丰富
Schizophrenics... 精神分裂病患
are able to manufacture dozens of complex personalities. 能有几十种性格
Thank you! 多谢了
Face it, it's all about control. 承认吧 这只是控制欲
You create this history, this life, for them... 你替他们编故事 给予他们生命
and then you have total control over them. 然后完全掌控他们
It has nothing to do with control. 这跟控制欲毫无关系
What's this? 这是什么
- Don't look at that. - Why not? - 别看 - 为什么
Dates, times, frequency of occurrence. 日期 时间和次数
Matt, this is... 麦特
a record of everything I've done in the last two weeks. 这是我两周来所有行动的记录
Yeah. 没错
It's just based on the stuff you told me. 我只是根据你所说的记录下来
You should be flattered. 你应该很高兴
I'm not. 才怪
It's just something I use to try to understand. 我试着了解这件事
This is not going to help you understand me. 这么做也不可能让你了解我
It's not about... facts and figures. 这与事件 数字无关
It's about crossing over. 这是关于跨越界线
By the time I get there, I'm out of myself. 当我跨过去就无法停止
It's more than this. 不只是这些
Hi. 嗨
You scared the shit out of me! 你吓死我了
Sorry. You did it, didn't you? 对不起 你又做了 对吧
So? 怎么样
So what if I did? 我做了又怎样
Formaldehyde. 甲醛
You got blood under your fingernails. 你的指尖有血迹
You know, I didn't have time for a manicure. 我没时间修指甲
''Dean Rodrick English, 30. 狄恩·罗瑞克·英格里希 三十岁
''...on Tuesday, after a lengthy illness. 周二死于宿疾
''Body can be viewed 1 :00 to 3:00 p.m. 下午一点到三点
at the Wallis Funeral Home.'' 停尸于华氏殡仪馆
The obituaries? Matt what are you doing? 讣文 你要干嘛
Michael Gazitias. 35. 迈克·格赛斯 三十五岁
Wednesday, in his sleep. 周三去世
He's also at the Wallis Funeral Home. 也停尸在华氏殡仪馆
Now... 回答我
did you sleep with these two guys? 你和他们睡过吗
You know, I don't fuck everything that's dead. 我不随便和死人上床
That's not what I meant. 我不是这意思
Is it the same with each of them? 每个人感觉都一样吗
No! 不一样
Everyone is different. It's like in life. 每个人生前都不同
Everybody is different. It's the same in death. 死后也不变
How is it different? 有什么不同
Each of them has its own... 他们都拥有 独特的
wisdom... 智慧
its own innocence, its happiness, its grief. 纯真 快乐和悲恸
I feel everything from the body, okay? 我从尸体上感受这些
I see it. 我看到了
You see it? 你看到了什么
It's like... 那就像是
looking into the sun without going blind. 直视着太阳却不会目眩
I am consumed. 我完全陷入其中
So am I, Sandra. 我也一样
It's so noisy in here. 这地方太吵了
I know. 我知道
And hot, like the beach. 而且很闷热 像在沙滩上
I'll try the window again. 我把窗户打开
Goddamn deathtrap. 死也逃不出去
Stay here. 留下来
I can't. 不行
Okay. 好吧
I'll come back on Thursday. After class. 星期四下课再来
Fine. 好
He was so young. 他好年轻
Yes. Yes, indeed. Please. 是的 请
He looks wonderful. 他看起来真棒
Better in death than in life. 死了比活着好看
I thank you for your kind words. 谢谢你的夸奖
I must say, however, that this young gentleman... 不过我要告诉你
is the dedicated work of my apprentice, Miss Larson. 这是我助理拉森小姐的杰作
Miss Larson, you possess a true talent. 拉森小姐 你真有才华
Thank you. 谢谢你
You could have had me fired. 你会害我会被炒鱿鱼
Sorry. 对不起
Can I watch you at the funeral parIor? 我能到殡仪馆看你吗
You were just there! 你刚去过了
No, I mean at night... when you're alone-- 不 我是说晚上一个人
No way! 不行
- Just once? - No, - 就一次 - 不行
it's my thing. It's private. 这是我私人的事
Stop. 站住
I really need to talk to you. 我得跟你谈谈
I've been thinking about this a lot, 我一直在想这事
and I know what I have to do now. I just.... 我现在知道了
I don't know what to do. 虽然我不清楚如何去做
I have to do it. 但是我得去做
You have to do what, Matt? 你得做什么
I have to fuck a corpse. 我得和尸体做爱
Forget it! 想都别想
This is not something you force yourself to do! 你不能逼自己去做
I need to do it! I have no choice. 我必须这么做 别无选择
I need to do it. 我也必须这么做
- I-- - No. - 我 - 不
Fine. 好吧
I'll get it. 我来接
Wallis Funeral Home. 华氏殡仪馆
It's me. 是我
Matt? 麦特
Why are you calling me here? 你打来干嘛
Where are you? The line's really bad. 你在哪儿 我听不清楚
Look, skip your class tonight. Just come straight over. 今晚直接到我家
I can't. 不行
Matt? 麦特
What's going on? 怎么了
Nothing. 没事
You didn't answer my calls all day. 你整天都没接电话
I know. I'm sorry. 我知道 对不起
What's with the suit? 你穿西装干嘛
Forget it. 想都别想
Just indulge me. 让我试一次嘛
No, I don't want to. 不 我不想
Sandra, just try. 试一次
It's just a little thing. 就试一次
No, it's weird. 不行 感觉好怪
- Sandra, just stay on top. - No, I really don't want to. - 趴在上面 - 我真的不想
It's okay. Just calm down, it will be fine. 冷静点 没事的
If you just calm down, it will be-- 放轻松
Don't! 住手
- Just relax! - Stop it! - 别紧张 - 住手
Look, I just want to feel what it's like from this position. 我只是想体验这种姿势的感觉
Stop it! 住手
Just once! 一次就好
Hi. 嗨
I tried calling. 我打过电话
I know. 我知道
I've been busy. 我很忙
Are you still coming over tomorrow night? 你明天还会来吗
I'll try. 我试试看
Well, maybe I'll see you then. 明天见吧
Matt. 麦特
What are you doing? 你在干嘛
I've always had bad skin. 我的皮肤很不好
That's not true. 你乱说
You have beautiful skin. 你的皮肤很好
Let me help you take it off. 我帮你卸妆
I'm going to go. 我要走了
Okay. 好
Bye. 再见
Hello? 喂
I love you. 我爱你
Matt, come on. 麦特
This is stupid. Get down. 别做傻事 快下来
Pull away the stool. 把凳子拉开
Matt, I'm serious. 我是说真的
You're scaring me. Get down. 我很怕 快下来
All you have to do is pull away the stool. 你只要把凳子拉开就行
What are you doing? 你在干什么
I'm gonna take you down myself. 我要把你抱下来
Sandra 珊卓
If you do anything other than pull away the stool... 如果你不拉开凳子
I'm just going to kick it over myself. 我就自己踢开
Matt, please. 求求你
I love you, okay? 我爱你 好吗
No, you don't. 你才不爱我
I do. Please. 我爱你 求求你
No, you don't, Sandra... 你不爱我
but you will. 不过你会的
Morning gentlemen. Let's make this quick. 早安 快点干活
Okay, make sure this whole room is secured now. 封锁这地方
- Let's not disturb anything. - Questions? - 别破坏现场 - 没问题吧
Captain, do you want to come and take a look at this? 队长 你来看看
They were all over Matt... 他们围在旁边
and questioned me for hours. 一直问我话
Why did he kill himself? 他为什么自杀
Why didn't I talk him down? 我为什么不劝他
I said. 我说
''As soon as I entered the room, he kicked the stool away. '' 我一进门他就踢开凳子
Okay, let's make room for the gurney here. 腾个地方出来
Now, don't disturb anything. 别破坏现场
Clear. Here we go. 好了 开始吧
They wouldn't understand. 他们不明白
And I couldn't explain it... 我也没办法解释
even if I wanted to. 尽管我很想解释
Chaos came with Matt's death. 麦特死后一团混乱
It came with time and form breaking free... 时间和形体互相冲击
as everything was magnified, and coming apart. 一切都放大 一切都解体
Matt was gone, but not his energy. 麦特虽死 能量仍存
His star was the brightest I'd ever seen... 他是我见过最闪亮的星辰
exploding and surrounding us. 爆炸后包围着我们
His love was so intense... 他的爱是如此强烈
I felt burned. 我几乎被烧伤
Love is about craving. 爱就是渴望
Our craving for transformation. 对蜕变的渴望
And all transformation, all movement, happens... 当生命逝去时
because life turns into death. 就能获得蜕变
I still work at a funeral home. 我还在殡仪馆工作
I'm still compelled to cross over. 我仍会跨越生死界线
But now I see Matt when I look into the center. 并且在光亮中看到麦特